This One

He had a job and didn’t tell me about it for over a month. He packed his things and moved out over a month ago. It’s time to end this and stop laying my heart out for someone that has no intentions on ever reciprocating. My love is not conditional. I can love him and … Continue reading This One

Nothing New

I want to be strong and thrive. I have fought hard. Giving up on something that’s killing me, is okay. He has been gone for three months. This is nothing new. I want to be all alone when I am alone. Talking to someone that chose to leave hurts. I can let my guard down, … Continue reading Nothing New

Time Heals

He moved out and I encouraged him to go. That’s the truth and I hate it. I wanted to spend forever loving and caring together. That was supposed to be the plan. The truth of it all is complicated. I felt confused and even started get dizzy and sick to my stomach at times. I … Continue reading Time Heals

Someone Has to Stop

I have been so stressed. Yep, I said “F@^% it” I was a little off balance and I crashed.  I crashed. I hadn’t wanted to give up on this marriage before. I have turned cartwheels. Once I did a back flip and I have juggled a million emotions. I have no evidence of his claims … Continue reading Someone Has to Stop


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Hi, I’m Lillie. Previously a magazine editor, I became a full-time mother and freelance writer in 2017. I spend most of my time with my kids and husband over at The Brown Bear Family but this blog is for my love of food and sharing my favorites with you!

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